Yesterday, I complained. I was upset, and ugly, and rude. I worried and I panicked.
Today, today will be different. I will pray unceasingly about the things that are bothering me. I will let myself be optimistic. I will embrace whatever the uncertain future may hold. I will make sure that you know you are loved: that I truly and honestly love you; that I do appreciate everything you do for me. Today, today I will be nice. I will finish packing and I will take out the trash. I will be understanding when you can't text me back. I won't be lonely or scared. I will take a walk and eat macaroni. I will let myself grieve, and I will make sure that I laugh at least once. I will find reasons to smile.
Today, today I will love and be loved. I will live a life worthy of love, of grace. I will stop being a hermit and attempt fellowship with my fellow Christians. I've been silent far too long.
I will let God change my heart.