Ranting.

Fight for me,

Pursue me.

Love me and hold me,

Please, anything but use me.

There is someone better for me,

And yes, better for you.

Our dreams are the same,

But it's the day-to-day living

That's making me insane.

I thought that it would break your heart

To see me leave like this.

After two years lost in love,

I cannot regret each kiss.

I guess I just wanted you to fight for me. 

This month, it's been three years since my mom was diagnosed with cancer; a year since my grandma passed away and my dad came home from five month stay in the hospital.

But you don't even know.